What exactly are friends?
People who just come and go?
Or people who truly stay with you until the very end?
Sad to say , I've been having more of the first type of friends
Life is quite interesting with the various stages it throw you into
Constrained by various circumstances , we often choose to try breaking free from it
Not wanting to stay entagled in the web
However , as soon as we get freed from it
Somehow or rather , the grass suddenly seems greener on the other side which used to be dark
We are never contented
Sometimes i wished i had better friends
Sometimes i wished i had none
Somehow , my heart choose for me
Whom it cherished and whom it didn't
Close friends ever so close become so distant
Friends i used to hug become people i say hi bye to
Ocassional smiles and a nod of the head
"Wonderful" relationship I shared
Everything seemed so distanced now
Promises i knew could never be kept
Yet it is spoken out easily in just a snap
I grow to regret
I wish i hadn't said such things to people
To make them feel so good about themselves
Yet here i am
A living testimonial of the "friendship" i was supposed to share
Perhaps you are taking me lightly
But Ask Yourself
What have you been doing as a friend in my life?
It wasn't any better off when you left
In fact , it became much worst
Go ahead
Tell lies , stories and more excuses
It ain't going to make a difference
I was better off without you in the first place
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