9Saturday, February 09, 2008

Cannot comprehend the very fact why humans are so selfish
But isn't that our human nature?
Why we all fall short of some many things

Clearly, everyone is selfish in their own ways
Be it time , money , priorities , choices and many other unlimited things
Perhaps due to the sad face that we live in a world where we are forced to be selfish

We have often tried to explain ourselves but have we found any answers?
None i tell you
All these reasons are but excuses
Simply accept the fact that you are selfish and you are the cause of it all

Stop blaming everything that happens to you
Because you had a hand in everything that happens to you
Choices you make that will determine the repercussions in future

I myself admit that i am selfish
I am I am
Of too many things that i am ashamed

I look at my current state in life and understood the harsh reality of my past actions and its repercussion on my life
All my selfish acts that seems to have backlashed at me

Memories flashback as i close my eyes
A few drops of tears hang from my eyes struggling not to fall
Suspended at an instance
Time seemed to stopped
But there was no stopping the inevitable
Smudged images as if tainted by devil himself
Yet who was the wiser to see the clearer picture?
One that was so clear at first , now disfigured by my own doings
Or one mutilated figurine of despair crying out for redemption

Fears of what the future beholds
How do i be selfless in this monger world?
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